You look so GREEN!!

Someone asked me why I love pink. The truth, I don't really like pink but somehow I feel that any girl will always look pretty in pink so I guess why I always prefer pink. Pink looks good on nearly everyone in every way and is very feminine. Yang kau pulak susah hati aku suka pink apesal?

Ok la, sempena hari merdeka today, aku nak memerdekakan blog aku dari black color because someone told me that my blog look so GOTHIC. I was thinking to paint it with pink but terasa macam blog budak standard 3 la pulak. So, I end up choosing GREEN. Terasa dikelilingi oleh beribu-ribu epal ijau. Natural and calming, kan?

Today I spent my day at my mom's house for my adik was there until this coming Sunday. Today got pesta perut where we had feast of nasi merah, udang goreng besar-besar penumbuk, ayam and a variety of kuih yang saper nak bagi perabis pun aku tak tau lah. Then on our way back home, singgah Jusco Taman Equine, bought some birthday present for Redza,  2 troli beb. 2 beg duit telah kopak di situ so agaknya mencuri sebab nanti takde benda nak lunch.

1. Idea pertama, curi duit laki aku yg dia simpan dalam evelope kat laci spender dia. Duit aper pun aku tak tau, cam banyak je note 5 hengget aku nampak. Duit raya tahun ni ke? Belasaaaahhh...

2. Idea kedua, tabung anak aku. Yang ni kena buat dengan senyap dan tanpa meninggalkan sebarang bukti. Mau aku dirogol oleh hubby aku kalau dia tau.

Dah..aku penat, aku letih, mulut aku ada ulcer, esok kena gi keje tapi aku malas, dah dah.....nak gi tebuk dinding dapur jap....adioooss



Good bye long hair..

rambut panjang sampai tetek

rambut pendek sampai bahu. sama je kan?

With long hair or short? Hmm....takde beza.

I have been so sick and tired of looking in the mirror and seeing the exact same person again and again. So, today, I got my hair cut and that's what the pic is about. Biasa-biasa je for I have had better. I spent 7 hrs for this.
Not only cut, but I changed my hair color and straightening too. Ya, aku tau aku tak cun, that's why mengalerkan rambut setahun sekali adelah jalan penyelesaian dan usaha-uasaha terakhir bagi menampakkan tempias-tempias cun pada diri ini. I think its going to be a lot easier to handle now. Which is good la kan. Kalau tak, asal aku mandi je, nak keringkan berjam-jam2. Kuyup towel aku.
Tapi sakit bontot sial duduk salon lama-lama. Nasib baik ada banyak mags, mags Cina pun aku bedal.


My rock and my shelter

He is the love of my life, a father to a child, a husband to a wife, and that lucky wife is me.

I'm going to try to speak the words that my heart wants you to know.

I want you to see what you mean to me and why I love you so much. I need nothing more from you than to know that you'll always be mine. We don't know what the future has in store for both of us but this I know, without a doubt, the best is yet to be. I swear that I will always be there and I will give anything and everything and I will always care about you.

"Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart. From this moment I will love you as long as I live - Shania Twain


Are your love is for real?

I was browsing the internet when this poem caught my eyes...

If you can't keep your eyes off of her, then it is not love, it is LUST.
If you are so eager to show her off to your friends, then it is not love, it is LUCK.
If you need her around because you know she's there,then it is not love, it is LONELINESS.
If you with her because she kissed you, then its is not love, it is LOW CONFIDENCE.
If you stay because you don't want to hurt her, then it is not love, it is PITY.
If you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat and your adrenalin pumped to the highest, then it is not love, it is INFACTUATION.
If you pardon her faults because you care about her, then it is not love, it is FRIENDSHIP.
If you tell her every day she is the only one you think of then it is not love, it is a LIE.
If you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her, then it is not love, it is CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret?
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death?
Then it is LOVE.

I have had a bad realtionship history and I don't feel like explaining how bad it was. Not yet.
However I have to say this - that I used to date a psycho-moron asshole. I'm not sure if I was too stupid to see his wrong or I was blind to the attention he gave me.

Whatever it is, if there is no joy in love, chances are it is not true love. If you cry all the time and if you also make the person you love cry, ini bukan cinta, ini namanya cilaka. Love is when sama-sama take the responsibility to maintain the relationship and bring joy to the beloved person. To be able to give joy, you must practice looking towards the person you love deeply. Because if you do not understand this person, you cannot love properly. You must practice deep looking in order to gain a good understanding of this person in order to be able to help him or her to change. And if you are able to look at the person's good and bad qualities day in and day out and still want to be with them, then it is true love..:)


The best of friends must part

"We've gone our own ways and I know its for the best, but sometimes I wonder will I ever have a friend like you again?" - from a song by Blink182.

So,today me, Ogy, Kak Nenie, Lan and Diana (Lan's gf) had lunch together at Pelaga, a Malay restaurant that serves BUDU!! All of us work in Shah Alam, close to each other, only that we were too occupied with our jobs and daily routines we are unable to meet up.

Ogy has been my fren since our matriculation days back in year 1995 until now. We got to know each other earlier. The story begins in the MARA building, a few weeks before we leave for Kuching. I don't remember much of the story that made us meet, it's something to do with missing documents. Somehow we helped her to resolve the issue. Coincidentally in college, we were given the same house, and then the same room. Our boifrens were good friends and they were roommates too. However, she was the only one who stayed with her boifren until her marriage.

I was born on August 14th, she was born on July 14th.
My husband's birthday is on 7th of Oct, and her husband's birthday is on 7th of Nov.
Both Reza and Hani were both born in September.

And Mazlan...best buddy. He was the one who took care of me when someone who yang sakit otak mengganggu-gugat hidup aku.

Splashes of color - untuk dak Rozie yang malas nak datang rumah aku tapi sibuk nak tengok

Rumah aku macam skolah tadika, semua jenis kaler ada tertempek kat dinding umah.

So, this is my house, a little place to kick up my feet. Still in the process of improvement. I have lot of plans to do to a satisfying house to live in. Hang on!

It has been a year since we moved in last August. We even got ouselves nailed by contractors. Next time if you were to hire some contractor for a renovation, please, please and please find a competent and reliable contractor. The type of contractor that I happened to bumped into was some apek tongkang yang perangai macam bagus!! This cibai apek contractor have some kind of character where they will solicit from door to door. Very determined one. And they will just happen to have materials left over from their previous job ..............and only accepts cash payment.

Alhamdullilah, at last, we managed to finish the renovation parts although it took us 2 miserable months to make it look like a real house. You should look the day we moved in, macam bangsal kapal korek, okeh?


Something wrong with me

Apa kena laaa dengan kepala otak aku sejak dua menjak ni...asik ingat pakwe lama je.


Happy Birthday to me!!

Today I am officially 29.

Another of my year is gone, am getting older but wiser.
Although a birthday is a special day but to me it is just another day.
I didn't find anything special on every 14th of August.
Maybe sebab takde duit nak celebrate. Hahaha.

Speaking about birthday gifts, I don't expect much. A wish will do. However a chocolate will be great. But, this year he bought me a white gold necklace and a bouquet of flowers. He had put a lot of effort to plan this surprise. I, on the other hand, am not the kind who is into elaborate celebrations. Makan-makan will do. Hehe.